Well as a lot of you know, I’ve been working on something privately for the last month or so, and have been asking everyone for good luck. Now that I’ve gotten it all secured, I can let you know that I’m moving (again). This isn’t happy news persay, because the circumstances surrounding me having to move aren’t positive, but in spite of that I’m trying to remain optimistic about this upcoming change and hope that it offers me happiness, security and peace of mind. With all of the drama surrounding my stalker/harassment issues in January, the time has come for me to put my safety first. Since I was outed by this person and had my privacy compromised, I’ve had numerous packages and letters arrive anonymously to my home, addressed to my cam name. I’ve also had dozens of phone calls from anonymous callers. I’ve tried going to the authorities, lawyers and private investigators, none of which can help me since there isn’t a verbal threat of physical harm (as if that makes me feel better)…so the only thing I can do is essentially go into hiding, move and change my address and phone number and try to regain my privacy and anonymity. I’ve taken measures in my personal life to cut out anyone who isn’t immediate family, and immediate close friends to try to weed out anyone who may be callous enough to do this to me, so hopefully the issues stop. I’m saddened and frustrated that my choice to be an adult model on the internet has changed my life and compromised not only my safety but the safety of my family…but at the end of the day, this is what I love to do and I’m not going to stop because some douchebag in my real life seems to take issue with it (either that, or just has a REALLY boring life of his own). I ask for support in the next few weeks because you know how frazzled I get when I’m moving…especially with my anxiety. I’m going to try my hardest to retain the schedule that I maintain currently, however understandably I”m going to be missing a bit of time here and there to get everything taken care of. I’ve also decided to get a male roomate who’s a very close friend, both for my peace of mind having a male present and also to help with the rent because moving to a new home in a decent area has upped the rent substantially. I ask for respect when it comes to my having a roomate…the last thing I need right now are losers in my chatroom begging to see me suck his cock. I will not disclose who it is I’m living with in the slightest, as to protect not only his privacy, but my own (I know whoever is harassing me watches me, and if he found out who I am living with, it’d be super easy for him to find me)

I know it seems life never slows down for me, and it seems like I’m always moving….I’m hoping I can make this new home a more permanent one for a while. I’m bummed that I have to leave my dream apartment…but again, remaining optimistic about my new surroundings. Thanks everyone who’s given me their support and kind words of concern, I appreciate it more than you know. <3

Special shoutouts go to:

Mike1340

Secretflyer (who TWICE broke his rule of only tipping in 6′s…tsk tsk lol)

DK__Ash

Jazzmint

and to everyone else who tipped:

kael247

tim518

steve2011

MrJamesDuffy

Devo_

bassnipple

Shinerbock74

kael247

silver0990

Andronicus

You guys all gave me the most heart attack inducing night that I will never EVER forget. Thank you <3

At the airport and on the plane:

The flight was good and I was so excited to touch down in Mexico! I was taken straight to my resort as soon as I left the airport. We stayed at the Riu Palace Las Americas and it was AMAZING. Here are pics of my room:

and here are pics from around the resort:

The view from my balcony:

The staircase that went up the whole building

The lobby

The pool:

The beach:

The outside of the resort

Random pics of me:

Met a chihuahua on the street!

I went on a snorkelling excursion one of the days which was amazing. They took us to three different eco-systems: the cenotes, an underground river/cave, and the ocean. All three were breathtaking.

At the cenote:

in the underground river/caves:

EEK! BATS!

From the ocean:

STINGRAY!

TURTLE!

And I also went on an excursion that included rappelling down a cliff, ziplining, experiencing a mayan village and its people and visiting the Coba ruins!

Zip lining!

Getting ready to rappell!

Rappelling down the cliff!

Mayan guy doing a cleansing ritual:

Church in the village

Cutest little chihuahua puppy that came out of a hut to say hi! So I went in and played with it for awhile

Photos of the various Coba temples, including the gigantic one I climbed up!!

phew, tons of pics. Thats only like 1/4 of them too lol. But the rest are reserved for the content package holders so I gotta keep them under wraps. I hope you like the photos and hearing about my trip…it was amazing.

And now that my trip is out of the way, you know what that means! Tomorrow begins the Spexy Olympics!!! Check out my profile (by clicking my MFC profile link to the right) for details on how to get involved! xoxoxoxo

this person knows me very well and knows that if I’m stressed about anything, I won’t enjoy my time off. I was behind on my goal token-wise and he tipped to catch me up and get me where I needed to be. My bills are now taken care of for the time that I’m gone and I can fully relax because of his generosity, which is priceless. So thank you <3

Signups for the Spexy Olympics are going fantabulous so far! I can't wait to jump into the battle once I get back! For anyone who doesn't know what the Spexy Olympics are, here are the details and info on how to sign up!

I will be taking team signups while I’m gone, so offline tips are welcome! You can see the current team members by checking out my profile here -> http://profiles.myfreecams.com/spexyashleigh

Well guys, this is my opportunity to say bye bye and that I’ll see you soon! Make sure to check my twitter/tumblr to see when I’ll be making appearances, and to generally check in and see how I’m doing! I head to Toronto on Tuesday, and fly out on Wednesday and will be gone til the 11th. Hope everyone has a great week and I’ll see you soon!!! xoxoxoxo -Spexy

Now I’m here to apologize for my stressful, non-happy tweets…I’m a girl who wears my heart on my sleeve and I react in the moment and am 100% honest with my emotions and feelings on MFC. If I’m hurt, upset, stressed, scared…not something I can hide. With a trip coming up, I’m feeling even more pressure because I need to make sure my bills are taken care of prior to my trip. I also need to feel secure in knowing that the next pay period, I’ll still be able to pay my bills for next month, with me taking a week out from MFC. So this pay period I was hoping to make a bit extra…its not going to happen now, so I don’t know what to do.

But I wanted to apologize for my depressed demeanor lately, I know its not sexy or the usual fun, upbeat Ashleigh that you’re used to. Hopefully things turn around and we can get back to being a happier #teamspexy. <3

Hmmm what else can I talk about…hmmm…oh yes! I am going to Cancun in April! WAHOOOO VACAY! I’m most excited about this trip because it’ll actually be a vacay – my Vegas trip was 100% work. So margaritas, tacos and beautiful sand and surf and sun! So so pumped! I’ll be announcing a mini bikini/dress/shorts/sandals fundraiser because the last time I was at a beach that warranted shorts and a bikini was in 2009 – pre boob job lol. You’ll all have the chance to score some hot Cancun content so make sure to check back.

I’m heading up to my folks’ home tomorrow with the puppies. Pretty excited! Going to get to show off the Kia for the first time and also drop off all of those home movies I had converted to DVD. Speaking of those movies, I found this clip last nite while I was watching and burning copies of them and thought it’d be cute for you guys to see me as a kid. This vid is of my very first figure skating competition (as you can see, I’m not very good lol) and I am around seven years old. Hope you enjoy!!

SKATE COMP by SpexyAshleigh

Here is the final tally!

I want to take this moment to honestly express my gratitude to each and every person who contributed to the car fund. I’ve never had a car before this, and getting it will and has changed my life. I can’t thank you enough.

Look at how beauuutiful it is

I love love love this car!!!! Thank you again to everyone who made it happen for me!!!

After the fundraiser (like, immediately after) I flew to Vegas to be a part of the camgirl mansion and attend AEE! It was such a great experience on many levels! I got to meet the coolest and sweetest girls around and it was such a liberating experience getting to be around girls and friends who I could be 100% open with. I had the most fun of my life at the mansion and I can’t wait to do it again! I also got to meet four very special boys who travelled to see me at AEE but also spend private time with me on a date. Totally an awesome experience! And my time at the MFC booth was such a blast! I met so many great people and got to feel a bit like a celebrity for a couple days – not a bad gig! Here are some of my photos from the trip:

On the plane ride to Vegas:

The mansion!!

On my date with SecretFlyer:

On date with Thomas and Toonieman:

The limo’s going to and from the Hard Rock/AEE:

At AEE:

Me and GinnyPotter:

Me and a Jack Sparrow impersonator that wanted me to shoot in a porno with him lolz

Me and AspenRae

Me and the lurvvvely KristyCalisto

Me and the AMAZING security guy from the booth…took good care of us and myself personally. Love him!

Me and EgyptBeauty

Me being a picture whore in the bathroomat AEE lol

At the Mansion party!

Me and one of the security team members..yep…dressed as Batman…yep…EPIC.

Me and my roomie, Miss Holliecakes <3

Me and ScarletRaven

Me and SkyeBlue (fuck I miss her and her awesome stories…and her accent!)

Me and AbbeyRhode!

Randoms:

Some BEAUTIFUL flowers that someone had sent for us girls at the mansion! AWWWW!

Random shot of NY NY.

and finally a shot of us girls out for a burger

All in all it was a fantastic trip. Had a blast and met the coolest people! Can’t wait to do it again soon, perhaps Exxxotica Miami in May? Ok my fingers are falling off from this blog that took way over an hour…so time for me to end it and take a bubble bath before cam! xooxoxoxoxox love you boys!

SO….I’m thinking of holding a “Help buy Ashy a car” fundraiser for this weekend. All tokens donated will go towards this deposit, and I’ll be offering a ton of goodies and prizes and stuff…and I’ll be on cam nonstop til I hit it. I know its alot of money but I really do need a car. I’m hoping to work on starting up my photography business this year and I can’t do that without a car. Not to mention, having a vehicle so I can go visit family would be awesome…I moved all the way to Ontario so I could be close to family and I’ve only seen them like twice since I’ve been back. So I’m going to do whatever I can to get this car, and hopefully it happens. I’ll be posting more info on this weekends fundraiser when I figure out the details but stay tuned because there’s going to be ALOT of stuff to be won!

btw, here is a pic of the car:

isn’t it so pretty!???

So- thats the news of today. I’ve been excited and giddy all afternoon thinking that this goal of mine might be accomplished really soon…gahhh! Anyhoo just wanted to share my news and let you know about this weekend! xoxo

Now I am far from perfect – no one is – but I work the hardest that I possibly can as a camgirl. Being a camgirl is a 24/7 job, we are always on call, always working behind the scenes and always striving to be the epitome of sex, style, class and personality. We need to have it all, and be everything you, as the viewer, needs us to be. But the moment we falter, the moment we get overwhelmed with work, with life…and you feel like we’re not doing a good enough of a job for you, all of a sudden we’re horrible at our job. And tonite, I got publically called out for what someone felt wasn’t good enough. He felt the need to blast me online in front of all my colleagues, my fans, my closest friends online – all because I hadn’t gotten his custom content (that he won in the fall during one of my prize giveaways) to him yet. I felt this judgement was pretty unfair considering a) I am still waiting for him to tell me what he wants in his custom content (to the guy in reference – when I ask you what you want in an email, its best to just tell me instead of telling me to “just check your mfc mail history”…gets the job done alot quicker, especially considering I get literally dozens of emails a day and sometimes…just sometimes…one or two goes overlooked) and b) when he won this custom content, it was days before my summer vacation, during which I came down sick and spent the next several weeks in and out of the hospital, back and forth between doctors offices and getting tests done and being put on new medications that literally left me in bed because they made me so sick. Followed by struggling to cam as much as I could so that I could make up for the time lost on cam, because unfortunately us camgirls don’t get sick days and if we are too sick to get on the computer, we lose income. It took me until November to catch up on my bills. Mix that with the holiday season (first time in years being home for xmas, so sorry, I made that a priority) and bam – there goes an email missed. I’m sorry you feel I jipped you. I’m sorry you felt the need to take it to twitter to blast me publically. I’m sorry I’ve been so busy with life and just trying to keep it together enough to pay my bills and try to make the hundreds of guys I cater to happy…but I can’t and won’t apologize for not being perfect. I can’t do it all. And like I’ve said, I’m happy to do your content, as soon as you let me know what you want to see in said content.

I’m sorry guys for the rant…like I said, I can handle being called alot, but being treated like I am a horrible camgirl…can’t stomach that. Its New Years Eve and instead of being with my friends in the living room to celebrate, I’m hiding out in the bathroom writing this blog because I can’t relax and can’t enjoy my night until I’ve gotten this all off my chest. I have to speak up when it concerns my work as a camgirl because frankly, camming is my life. You guys are my life. I do the best that I can and if thats not enough, then maybe you should move on to a camgirl who CAN be perfect for you and get everything done on time, even if life hands her chaos. No disrespect to the person in question, I’m happy to get your content sent to you and I’m only an email away when you’re ready and able to let me know what you want to see. And hopefully this blog doesn’t offend anyone, or make me seem like a bitch. Certainly not my intent, just trying to clear my name and vent a bit because I feel like I was mistreated tonite. Happy New Year to everyone, and please make sure to drive safely (no drinking and driving now! )

1) Move home to Ontario to be closer to family. And I’ve given my notice at my apartment which means I have to be moved out by March 31…so the ball is moving! I certainly moved home! And very happy here!

2)Become debt free. I need to get rid of my debt. I have about…ehh 35k between my student loans, debt from my last relationship, a credit card that got racked up trying to move here in the first place, and a few other small debts that are just a pain in my ass. I need to eliminate this, because I have huge dreams of buying my first home, buying a car…going back to school…etc. So this year, its all I’m going to focus on, after I settle into my new place. Well…I didn’t accomplish this entirely but I DID make progress. I’m about 1/3 of the way away from being debt free.

Sooo…all in all, not a bad year. It was probably my best year in all ways – financially, emotionally…I hit a lot of goals, and made a lot of things happen. It was also a bit of a rough year, starting with my surgery in the winter, and then being sick with anxiety and stomach issues throughout the year but I’m ending the year feeling healthy and having made some progress I think…and my progress and work with my health will continue to next year. So my resolutions for 2012:

1) Get debt free. This is a priority and will hopefully happen within the first couple months of 2012.

2)Be healthy, in all ways possible. Continue to go to therapy, and continue to work on de-stressing my life so that I can get my stomach and anxiety problems under control. This includes taking more time for myself, doing more things for myself that are fun and relaxing and surrounding myself with positivity only.

3)Visit two new places. I said two because one is already set in motino (Vegas) so I want to make it two this year, perhaps a trip at the end of the year.

4) Get my license and buy a car. It just needs to happen lol

5)Save up enough for a down payment on a house. I don’t need to buy a house in 2012, but I want to at least have enough saved up for when I’m ready to buy one.

6)Be top 20. I’ve wanted it since I started on MFC over two years ago and this year is my year to hit it. I’m going to need everyones support for it, but if we can work together, its an accomplishment we and I can achieve!

So those are my resolutions. We’ll check back in 12 months to see if I accomplished them Want to wish everyone a very happy and safe New Years!!!! <3