Hey guys, just writing a quick update. I had my post op “checkup” today to see how things were going “down there”…they went in and the cyst had refilled in the last few weeks so they had to cut it out again a bit deeper to try to ensure its removal. The only other option would have been to insert a sort of catheter/drain thing that would stay in place for SIX WEEKS, which I obviously said HELL NO MOTHERFUCKERS to lol. I told them do what you need to do…so back in I went. Sitting at home now, stitched up and in pain boooo Sucks. This obviously is now causing me some invariable stress (did I use the word invariable correctly? lol) because with the move and shiz…I need to be online as much as possible but I also need to pack and right now I just wanna lay down and nosh on some painkillers lol. Le sigh. If its not one thing, its another ….

But anyways wanted to let you guys know whats up, that I’m ok, just pissed off that I had to do this all over again. My snatch never gets a break I won’t be online tonite, too ouchy, and my gf is over to cheer me up. But thanks for the concerned emails, tweets, etc…love you guys <3

Bitchy/ranty/hormonal thread ahead. Read at your own warning lol.

So last nite, some stuff went down that, in the grand scheme of things, wasn’t that big of a deal. Or so I thought. I woke up this morning to a few nasty messages, one in particular that set me off. I was accused of being a (and I quote their words) “dumb little whore” and a “greedy token whore.”

Now listen…if someone calls me ugly or fat, I don’t care. If someone says that my look isn’t what they like, then fine, thats not a problem. You can even call me stupid, worthless, slutty…and I won’t even bat an eyelash. But when you insult my work ethic? Thats something that DOES get under my skin. There are ALOT…probably MOST camgirls out there who are out solely for the money. You can make alot of money in this business, and alot WILL do things that some would see as wrong, just in order to make bank. There are tons of girls who DO lie, who DO mislead and use guys…alot of girls who disrespect the very people who put food on their table. But I will NOT be lumped in with the “token whores” that are on MFC. Because I’m not one of them.

What went down last nite was this: After my initial orgasm show (with new toy), and after some lounging and chatting with the guys in my room, and offering advice to several of them (you’re welcome btw lol)….someone mentioned that we should do a nude show. So I said “sure”, and started a 1-50 countup (at a discounted rate I might add, 500tks off the normal token amount I ask for). One of the tippers won the ability to choose what kind of show we did, and he chose oil show. So I did a sexy striptease, and got my tits, ass and pussy all nice and oiled up. In the middle of the show, the guys in my room were requesting a cum show with my new toy again. They said that they were more than happy to tip for it, so I said “sure, we can definitely add an orgasm to the show” and it was decided that we’d have an oil/cum show. I set the price for toy/orgasm show at 500tks (a discount of like…well over 1000tks because I was having a good time and didn’t mind offering a low price) and the tips flew in within ten minutes. So I grabbed my toy and the room quickly filled with guys from the lounge. I got into it, started doing my thing, working my pussy up, and then the begging started. Guys asking me to put it in my ass, guys asking for me to moan their name and scream their name (I’ll NEVER do this in a freeshow, for ANY price..because the rest of the room doesn’t want to hear me say someone elses name. Thats what pvt is for) and I had to state more than a few times that begging won’t be tolerated. It continued for quite a while and I had to stop to ban a few guys, and stop to remind guys that begging doesn’t turn me on. If I was a camgirl who faked my orgasms, I would have just ignored it and continued with my show- but I DON’T fake orgasms on MFC or any camsite for that matter. I turn down privates if I feel not in the mood, or know I won’t orgasm. And there have been plenty of times where I’ll choose not to do a cum show if I’m not feeling like it’ll happen. Guys in my room see this every single day. Most girls won’t turn down a guy who has 1000tks for a private show, but I do if I feel I won’t enjoy it. And begging guys in my room just simply turns me off and makes it hard to reach orgasm. So I let the guys know that it had to stop or else the show would stop because I wasn’t going to fake anything for them. The begging didn’t stop, and I started getting PM’s from the guys who tipped for the show, and from a few other regulars from my room asking me to just go group so they could see me orgasm and get away from the BS going on in the room. I said that I’d feel bad about going group but in the end chose to go for it since the freeloaders just wouldn’t stop and the tippers WANTED to see me cum. They started a group, and five minutes later, I came. I got back to my room to a few complaints from guys who had tipped but couldn’t go group and I apologized profusely and told them to MFC mail me and I’d send them picsets and videos to make up for it. I felt genuinely bad, but in my mind, I would have felt worse giving them a fake show. And I was perfectly happy to send them content that I normally ask hundreds of tokens or more for. After that, I went to bed because it was 6am and I needed sleep.

But when I woke up, I saw several nasty messages in my gmail, some on twitter, and the worst ones sent anonymously from Formspring. I usually don’t react negatively to any kind of critique or feedback thats bad, but I cannot stand when someone tries to pinpoint me as a greedy camgirl. Because I feel I’m the opposite. You will NEVER see me beg for tokens in my chatroom. Ever. I turn down shows, I tell guys who’ve tipped too much to stop, and I’ve even banned guys from my room who’ve admitted that they’ve gone into debt to tip me (to keep them from continually spending). I hold games in my room that give out dozens of prizes a week, content worth into the thousands of tokens, but give it away for usually 50tks or less. I show appreciation for the guys who tip, and the guys who don’t tip. I rarely mute the basics, because even though they don’t contribute token-wise, I appreciate the ones who can add to the conversation and mood of the room, and make that clear. I’m not one of the girls who ban guys who have zero tokens, and I don’t PM random guys who have tokens in their account asking them to come to my room. I’m not one of “those” girls.

So if you were pissed off that I got taken group amongst all of the beggars, the rude assholes…then be pissed off. I log onto MFC yes to make an income, but more importantly to have fun. No job is worth doing if you don’t enjoy it, and I get on MFC to escape the stress of my life just like the rest of you guys. So when I’m not having fun, I want to peace out. And when I’m being disrespected, time and time again…sorry, but its not something that I can orgasm to. And I absolutely refuse to fake any of my shows. I’m upfront and honest and when I tell the guys to stop begging, and they don’t honor that, then sorry…its time to stop giving them the free show they want. The show in the first place was heavily discounted for the tippers, so honestly, I feel that I have the right to at least call the shots. To the guys who DID tip, I appreciate it, and I’m sorry if you feel mislead, or used. My offer still stands, for anyone who tipped for last nites oil and cum show, to contact me and I’ll be more than happy to make up for it any way that I can.

And lastly, thank you to those who visit my room day in and day out, who know how I run things, who know who I am and who have been so eager to offer their support and love when others don’t. I truly have the best boys in the world and you guys are what makes my life rock. <3

Omg guys I’m so so so happy! I got approved for an apartment! And not just any apartment, my DREAM apartment! Alot of you have been great in offering your support over the last week or two as I struggled to figure out my budget, and what I was looking for…and then most recently trying to decide between two great places. I finally settled on one that is amazing and in a good neighborhood but kind of on the outskirts so I won’t have direct access to transit…but its only a five minute walk so not bad at all. And I’m positive that transit will be implemented in that area asap as the city expands. But anyways, I chose that one and sent in an application and got a call super early this morning that it was accepted! Zomg! Its slightly more expensive than I had originally budgeted but I’m sure I can handle it if I work hard. I wanted to be in a good place this time around because I had to settle on a shitty apartment last year with my current place and this time around I wanted to feel safe where I live and enjoy where I live because lets face it, I’m home 24/7 with work and the pets. So anyways…yessss I got it! Its a two bedroom, with an extra den which I’ll use for my extra office (for photo stuff), and I’ll cam mainly from the spare bedroom but also around the house. It has 9ft ceilings, ensuite washer/dryer (woot no more paying to do laundry!) a PIMPED out kitchen, and two bathrooms. The windows in the unit are effin huge too! Walk in closet in the main bedroom, which is awsome for me since I’m a chick and haz alot of stuffs. And the building is set on the outskirts near the country, which I love because I grew up in the country so getting to wake up and look at fields and stuff will make my soul peaceful. Lots of fresh air and space for the doggies to run around in!

As promised, here are a few of the pics they sent me of an identical unit (this one is on the third floor, mine will be higher up)

Foyer area :

Open concept living room/dining room with HUGE ass windows and fireplace! (yes I’m masturbating as I type this) :

Kitchen!!!!!!! *splooge!*

Bedroom:

So yayyyy I’m so happy! Can’t believe in six weeks I’ll be in a new province, in a new home, closer to family…ahhh its exciting and overwhelming! Can’t wait!

Hey boys! I’m laying in bed, catching up on my emails and thought I’d say hi! I had my second post-op appointment with my plastic surgeon this week and it went great He’s very happy with my results (duh, they’re perfect lol) and was sad to hear I’m moving to Ontario. But it went great, he said they’ve settled in great, scars are doing good so far etc so woot for that!

I’ve still been on the hunt for an apartment/house to rent in Ontario but am hitting snags. I found two places I love but for some effin reason, they’re hesitant to take pictures of the units available. I can’t just pick up and fly over there to view in person because a)I don’t have the time to do that, b)I can’t leave my pets and c)I just can’t friggin afford to cough up $500 to fly over to apartment hunt in person. I explained all of this to them but they still won’t take pics. Now I know thats a red flag but honestly I KNOW the apartments are going to be good regardless, I’ve seen the building, and know its very high end- the cost of it reflects that and I know someone who’s been to both buildings visiting people they know and they were impressed by the quality. I just wanted photos of the actual units though to see what they look like. I’ll likely go with one of them anyways, just because I know they’re what I want but still irked by it all. They’re both located in safe areas, have high security (for you crazy stalkers haha jks) and are a huge step up from the shithole I’m currently living in. Of course its going to be more expensive but I’m hoping this year will be a good one financially for me, so it won’t be a problem.

I can’t believe its February already…Valentines Day is coming up fast! I’m eager to see who my Valentine is this year! As most of you know, I’m holding a Valentines raffle/search to find my one and only Valentine this year! For details, check here: http://profiles.myfreecams.com/SpexyAshleigh

Its gonna be a romantic month boys! Oh and I want to give a huge thank-you to all the boys who came out to watch my recent photoshoot. It was oodles of fun and the photos are looking amazing! Excited to show them off!

Anyhoo I’m gonna go get on dinner and try to purdy myself up for tonite’s fun! Hope to see you boys later <3