k guys, quickly, tell me which one you like best. I’m putting a poll on the sidebar, so tell me which one is your fav. I gotta know asap because I only haz two weeks until my cruise!

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K so poll will be on the right hand side of this page (once I make it) so go vote now!!! Oh and while you’re at it, you may as well vote for my spexy ass for Miss Freeones: Vote here!!

So as many of you know, I’ve been entered into the Miss Freeones competition! Now, I don’t feel that I deserve to win in most of their categories, however a nod in the camgirl, newcomer or OCSM (what adult models are called on their forums) categories would be an honor! I normally don’t get involved in popularity contests, but I’ve been a part of the Freeones community for a few years now and love the guys over there dearly, so I’m getting into this competition as much as I can! I appreciate EVERY single vote, so please help me out as much as you can! I have a link on my widget bar over there ——————> where you can click to find my Miss Freeones page to vote! And I’ve vowed, if I win any category, the prize money will go directly into purchasing myself a Sybian (oh dear lawwwwwd, it’d be amazing) and I will do a FREE one hour show on MFC taking my first ride on it! I sound like a politician….only I really will follow through on my promise! lols. Get everyone you know to vote for me if you can, retweet my tweets, etc etc….I think I may have a shot at one or two categories, so it’d be awsome if I could do well!

In other Ashleigh news, I’m starting to panic at the thought that my trip is like three weeks away and there is still so much left to do! lol. Packing and making sure I don’t forget anything is my biggest concern so I might start packing now! The way I see it is, I won’t be wearing any of my winter clothes down there anyways, so I might as well pack up my dresses, sandals and bikinis now since I won’t be wearing them before the trip. Just gotta get one of my dresses shortened a bit first I guess.

Last week we did the big reveal on my new tata’s! Holy crap I am so touched by everyone who came out, showed support and made me freak out over the huge tips!! You know who you are! And to the haters of my new tits…here is a song, dedicated from me to you! <3 :

Some of you know, some of you don’t, but the last 24 hours have been hell for me. My dad called me yesterday afternoon to tell me that my family dog, Chelsea, had lost the ability to use her back legs. She’d been sick for a week or so, and yesterday she lost all feeling in her lower half. So my dad called me to let me know that she was probably on her last leg, and that she was going to be put down today. She was 13 yrs old and the vet said that she likely wouldn’t even survive surgery on her spine (that was the problem). So today, as it turns out, her time came without the help of being put to sleep. My younger brother went over to my parents house, to say goodbye and to spend time with her. He told me that she was so happy to see him, she couldn’t wag her tail but she perked up when she saw him….then my dad came out to hold her and talk to her before the vet arrived, and she just drifted off and stopped breathing. Its like she was waiting for family to be around her. It was her time, and it brings me peace to know that, and know that family was around her but it is killing me inside right now. I miss her so much anyways, since I’m never home to see her and I’m crushed that I didn’t get to say goodbye. But she’s in doggie heaven now. Anyways, I just wanted to write and express my grief, and let everyone know that the world lost the best doggie evar today.

Abbie and her were awsome buds…Abbie hates most other dogs but she lurved ChelseaBun

If you’ve spoiled me lately, check here! http://spexyashleigh.com/thank-yous/

I apologize for the heaviness on last nites blog. Rough day, lots of thinking going on in my head, and had to just share my feelings. I know, camgirls aren’t supposed to have feelings, but still lol

I’m distracting myself today by getting excited for the cruise! I found out this week that the organizers of the cruise are doing theme nites for each nite of the cruise! Check out what I’m thinking on wearing for each nite:

The first nite when they have the cocktail party, is “International Luv” nite, where everyone dresses up in outfits that show where they’re from! I think its going to be a pretty casual affair (from what I’ve heard) so my outfit planned so far is just this:

I think that’ll be cute, comfy, sexy…and it’ll definitely show where I’m from!

The next nite is “Masquerade nite”, which is self explanatory. I found a dress last nite that would be perfect, because I’m thinking a kind of “moulin rouge” theme with the dress, something with a corset and pretty bottom…yeah. But I found this dress and its perfect but way too expensive, and doesn’t even ship here, so my only saving grace will be someone who helps me pay for it and fast so I can ship it to a friend in the US and have her ship it to me lol. But its likely not to happen so I’m looking for backups. Here is the dress I lurv:

but I also found this one which is sluttier, but still kind of works with the theme…OR I might just go with a more casual dress that I already have:

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along with a mask thats something like this:

And then the last nite is going to be “Black and Blue” nite, which is the nite of the concert and everyone has to dress up in black and blue attire. I have this picked out:

along with black accessories (shoes, hair piece, jewellery etc.) And my gf and I were talking and we decided it’d be super fun and cute to dress up like a sailor for when we board the ship and set sail! I know its dorky but I think its going to be super fun ! So I found this outfit:

How cute is that!? Seriously this is going to be the most fun I’ve ever had, I cannot wait! I still have a bunch of stuff to get and pick up, and I gotta start organizing my suitcase and everything I need. So much stress omg! But it’ll be worth it in the end! Ok I’m done barraging you with photos and girlie ranting haha. I won’t be making it on MFC tonite because I have my post op appointment tomorrow so I gotta get to bed early so I don’t sleep through my appointment! I hopefully will get my tape taken off my stitches and hopefully they’ve healed! Weee can’t wait to show off the boobs! I’ll be drawing the winner this weekend I think, and then next week, it’ll be full of boobie mayhem! <3

Its officially November 3rd, which is the hardest day of the year for me. I wasn’t going to talk about it, but realizing that this is my only blog that I write in anymore, and the fact that I’m up at 4am thinking about it, I just need to get some words out. I’m not near family or friends and have no one to talk to, so my blog will have to do. Seven years ago today,  I lost someone special to me. Someone I had been in a relationship with for two yrs, and who was my best friend for a couple years before that. He was my brothers best friend as well, and very close to my family, and my friends. He was the single most amazing person I’ve known. He was my first everything – first love, first kiss, first person I was intimate with…and all of that was snuffed out when someone chose to ignore a stop sign, and crashed into the vehicle he was riding in. He was flown to hospital, and his family was told that he no longer had any brain activity and would not recover. His parents had to take him off life support, and this person was removed from all of our lives just like that. My world has not been the same ever since. I’ve learned not to take anything for granted because it can and will be taken from you one day. Its a lesson that no one should ever have to learn like this, but its a lesson everyone needs to learn regardless. Life is short. Tell those that you love, that they mean the world to you. Hug your family and your friends because it could be your last. RIP to Heavens greatest angel. <3