Oi vey its been so long since I’ve updated my blog. Even though I’m still around MFC at least 4-5 nites a week, I still feel out of the loop. I think now that summer is done and my life has slowed down a considerable amount, I’m wanting to just relax and enjoy the quietness and stillness. It was an insane summer to say the least. Too much work coupled with not enough rest makes for a run down Ashleigh. But I’m enjoying the cooler weather, taking lots of time outside with the pooches before the snow hits. Getting ready for some massive changes in my life, and taking steps that I never thought I’d get to, so I’m looking forward to the coming weeks. I’ve talked to a few gents about these changes and have gotten the most amazing support, so I’m hoping that support stays strong because I know alot of you will turn your back on me after some changes are implemented. I just hope that things can at least stay respectful.

Anyhoo lol, I’m getting uber pumped about my cruise in December. My boys spoiled me and came through to rescue me from the evil hands of Paypal. The cruise is paid off finally! All I need to do now is come up with the flight and hotel money, and then save for some spending. Hopefully it can all happen on time! I’m going to need some new bikinis and dresses too, because I wanna look HAWT hahah. And I’m already getting excited for the holiday season! How nutty am I? I’m counting down the days until Halloween is over and the Christmas season starts – oh that reminds me, Thanksgiving is in a couple weeks. Not sure what I’ll be doing…no family here in NS, no ability to fly home…maybe I’ll make a small chicken and skype with the family. I miss my brothers alot, and my mom…hoping next year takes me back home!

Well I’m gonna peace out, thought I’d just ramble a bit. I miss you guys, even though I saw you the other nite lol. I feel so absent it seems. I must remedy that…and fast! xoxoox love you boys.

Hey guys. As you all know, Paypal pretty much ass-fucked me when they shut down my account and froze my cruise money – and I’m at the point now where I either need to somehow come up with the money, or call in to cancel the cruise and try to salvage as much of my previous payments as I can. I’m giving it until the end of this pay-period to see if I can raise enough to cover the remaining cost of the cruise, and possibly flight as well. (Bare minimum I need is $1000 for the cruise, which equals 20,000tks) I’m going to start a fundraiser, and give away LOTS of goodies, as well as hold a new raffle. Details can be found on my MFC profile by clicking here:

I appreciate any and all help I can get. This is do or die time for me, and although this is all partially my fault (I shouldn’t have put a ChipIn account on my blog, I should have totally known better) I am still insanely bummed out that I might have this taken away from me simply because of a ChipIn widget being placed on here. Hopefully the next four days turn things around, but I suppose we’ll see!

I have to post this, its so effin funny. Thanks to LittleJessie for showing it to me. Totally made my day

I want to say thank you to everyone who spoiled me for my birthday! You guys all made me feel super special! <3

NotaGuest101- thank you soo much for the Bacon – A Love Story book. It had me drooling with every page, and thats NOT an exaggeration lol.

theArtStud- thank you for Medium Raw- it was actually the first of Bourdains books that I’ve read and it was totally amazing. I couldn’t put it down and loved the hero/villain chapter immensely! Can’t wait to check out the rest of his books

Courlin- thank you so much for the food processor, its going to definitely come in handy! And I love that its pink! Sorry that the outfit didn’t fit…probably my bad for putting a plus size outfit on my wishlist but I still appreciate it! The shirt and panties don’t fit, but the tie does! hehe.

MyCamgirl- thank you so much for the sneak attack wishlist purchase! Ricardo is so yummy, and I love his show and food as much as I love his accent. This book is awsome – I’ll definitely be using it alot

jimmiee- thank you SO much for the camera! As you’ve seen, it took awsome photos at the concert and I know will be used a ton in the future (CRUISEEEE!) Thank you for being my obedient little subjub <3

Ryan!- thank you oodles for the bulk box of Blistex. I know people are shaking their heads right now at you supporting my addiction but I THANK YOU FOR IT. lol. It’ll last me until…err probably winter! I’ll never have to stress again about running out, and everytime I use (god I sound like such a druggie lol) it, I think of you!

SteveS1780 (or whatever numbers follow your name, I can never remember lol)- Thank you so much for the Amazon gift card! I love to shop and although I haven’t used it yet, I know I’ll enjoy spending it! I think I’ll end up buying a new bikini for the cruise, or maybe a cute dress to wear in Miami And glad that we could continue our birthday tradition by sharing it together

Tjpv2006- Yours was the first bday gift I got this year! Thank you for indulging me in my BSB obsession and helping me get pumped for the concert! I love the DVD’s and they totally bring me back to when I was 14 and watching the VHS version in my parents basement while they bitched about it upstairs hahahaa. <3

My Bday Hero (he wishes to remain anonymous)- you gave me the best gift of all- making my 15 yr long dream of meeting the Backstreet Boys a reality. I can’t thank you enough, it sounds dorky but it was totally life changing. I still can’t believe that I got to touch them, and talk to them and tell Nick how jizz-worthy he is. Best birthday ever by FAR and its because of you! Thank you also for the Amazon gift card you sent me on my actual birthday – haven’t spent it yet, but it’ll definitely come in handy when I go shopping for cruise clothes! <3

Nails/OrangeBoy- K you better appreciate this. I know I’m not nom nom-ing on it, but I gave an orange a kiss in honor of your weird orange fetish thing. Hope you like it. Oh and thanks for the Girls Next Door dvd, I lurvs it and love perving on their hawt boobiez

And last but certainly not least – G- I just got home from the post office and found all these goodies from you! I love the tshirts! I’ve been loving green lately and I think you remembered that They’re super cute!!! And thank you sooo much for the handbag, its so effin sexy!!! I needed a new black bag for everyday use! And for the book…droolworthy for sure, and the wing sauces which look yummy as hell! And especially for the cards, the booty one made me laugh so hard I cried haha. “BIRTHDAY BOOTY! EVERYBODY WANTS YOUR BOOTY! YOU NEVER KNOW WHO’S AFTER YOUR BIRTHDAY BOOTY! YARRRR!!” roflll omg too funny. Thanks so much, sorry it was such a hassle with the UPS and stuff but I love everything you spoiled me with (sorry I look like shiz in the photos, was out in the rain lol)

So as you can see, my ass got spoiled Thanks to everyone, it was an amazing birthday!!!! xoxoxoxoxox