Wowee I can’t believe I move in a week. Nuts. I am sorry I’ve been m.i.a. lately, with my wisdom teeth surgery and now the move…hard to find time to be on MFC as you can imagine with having to pack and get details ready for the move next week. BUT I will be online during the daytime all week this week so find me on MFC! I am back to camming fulltime and am loving it! I missed you boys!

In other news, Bella (my pug) is kinda sick. She developed a bacterial infection on her face so she’s on antibiotics now. Poor baby. Hopefully she gets better soon because I’d hate to see her being uncomfy for the move…moving is always stressful on my pets, especially Bella and Little Kitty…both aren’t a fan of riding in the car or new environments. Thankfully its not a huge move like the last one….just ten mins away.

Anyhoo, I’m gonna jet, its raining like a mofo here so I’m feeling like being cozy for awhile in bed, maybe watching New Moon (picked it up on DVD this week- don’t judge!!) I’ll be on tomorrow guys, and mayyybe tonite for a bit if I can get alot done with packing before then! <3

I know many of you have been waiting for an update- sooo sorry about the delay. My life has been hectic since the moment that I found out I got approved for the apartment I applied for. YES, thats right…I got approved! I move in April 1, which leaves me less than two weeks to singlehandedly pack up a four bedroom home…yikes. My dad might fly over to help me with the actual moving part, since I don’t have a license, therefore cannot drive a Uhaul (although I think it’d be fun to try ) so yeah! I’m feeling quite a bit better with the wisdom teeth, enough so that I’m slowly weaning off my painkillers. Don’t want to end up like Lohan eh? lol.

Anyhoo, gonna keep this one short and sweet because I’ve been packing since 10am this morning and I smell like gross. lol. Luff youu <3

Ok, so I just got back from viewing three apartments. One was so bad. Like…it was ghetto. And the air smelled like urine. So sooo nasty. I got the hell outta there! lol. Then I viewed two others, that were on the same street…very well located…and both were great. I’m putting an application in tomorrow for one of them, its a two bedroom with a den, and its pretty cute. Definitely alottt smaller than the 4 bedroom home I’m renting now but it’ll be a nice change..simplify my life a bit. I really hope I get it…first time applying for an apartment alone in like …a bazillion years. Seems I’ve always lived with someone else, either roomate or bf. So I’m kinda nervous about getting accepted since my credit blows ass. Oh well. I’m sure I’ll get it and if I do, then I can finally BREATHE. I picked up a ton of boxes today too so I can start packing up this mofo of a house.

I’m missing you guys like crazy. I hope to be online this week…still feeling quite a bit of pain but I’m going back in tomorrow to get a refill on my perks so …I’ll just maybe double up on those and see if that helps the pain a bit. I might hop on tonite actually to say hi to you guys and see whats new. Hope to see you guys soon! <3 (Oh and wish me luck on the apartment lol)

I just had the most unreal day, in both a good and bad way.

Lets start with the morning, which was awsome. I was able to book my BSB cruise! I had enough for the $300 deposit for the trip, thanks to the boys of MFC! I ended up having to get a room by myself, so…err…well it was pricey since I’m travelling alone It came to $1700 for the cruise, so its alot of money to come up with BUT I have all year to save up to pay the rest off. So my morning and afternoon was frickin amazing. Top that with the fact that my landlord called and told me that she had found a sublet for my house! So I was on cloud nine. I called the lady who owns the condo that I fell in love with and wanted to rent and asked her if it was still available and she said that it was, so I was ecstatic. I told her I’d be by at dinnertime to drop off the deposit and application…happy time for me.

Flash forward about two hours later. I had gone to the bank to pick up the money order for the deposit, and stopped off at home to feed the pets and call the condo lady to let her know I was on my way over. I get on the phone with her and guess what she announces to me. SHE RENTED THE CONDO AN HOUR AFTER I GOT OFF THE PHONE WITH HER TO SOMEONE ELSE. How the fuck could she do that?! I had told her that I had been waiting on someone to rent my house, and when I called her today I told her that someone signed the lease for my house so I was finally out of my lease and could take her apartment and she was so happy that I called because she said she was hoping I’d be the one to move in. She also told me that it was mine and that I could come over anytime today. But at some point after we hung up the phone, some asshat stopped by with an application and she took it and gave him the condo!!!! So basically this means that in two weeks, if I haven’t found another place to live, I’m basically homeless. Oh my life. How awsome it gets. So I’m scrambling to find a place that not only fits my budget (because I just can’t afford the kind of money this house has cost me, so I’m looking for something 300-500 dollars cheaper per month) but is also pet-friendly…which seems to be non-existant in this province. Also, I don’t want to live in a shit-den because I live alone and I need a building with security. I have an appointment for a place tomorrow so I’m hoping its nice and big enough for my critters and me…pleaseeee keep your fingers crossed.

So today was like the happiest day evar…and also the scariest and most depressing day. Ugh. Hug me please. lol.

Just checking in and updating! Last nite was hell…the T3′s I got didn’t work at all, and the bleeding went on most of the nite…so gross. I called the dentist to let her know that the T3′s weren’t helping with the pain and she said that she’d write me a prescription in the morning if the pain didn’t settle overnight. Since the one bottom tooth was so close to the bone and the root was curved in such a way that it made it difficult to extract, she said there might be some nerve damage which will cause me some pain for awhile. But last nite…ugh. I ended up taking too much tylenol 3, hoping it’d kick in and ended up like shaking from it all…I felt super cold so I ended up balled up on the floor in front of my fire place trying to warm up (Abbie by my side of course) and then I fell asleep for a bit and woke up because I turned in my sleep and hit my sore side of my face. Started bleeding again…so I just stayed up the rest of the night pretty much, just laying in bed. It was awful. My whole head felt heavy, felt like a migraine, was swollen…ugh.

I woke up this morning and went straight to the dentist- she gave me a script for percocets, and they are my miracle right now lol. My head feels light, no headache…my right side of my jaw where they extracted the one tooth is still a bit sore but its tolerable. I’m now sitting in bed, with all my girls and boys (Molson, Little Kitty, Bella and Abbie) and eating applesauce and watching The Shining. Been busy working on trying to find a sublet for my house too because yesterday before my appointment, I was apartment hunting (some of you may remember me mentioning it) and I found THE cutest little condo. Its available April first, which means if I want it, I have to get this house subletted asap and pack and move in two weeks lol. But this condo…its a third floor place, has two bedrooms and one bath…quite the downsize from what I’m used to here but I’m looking forward to something cozier. Its in an old building from the 50′s, but this condo is completely renovated so its super sexy inside..hardwood floors, fully renovated kitchen with granite counters, mosaic backsplash, all brand new appliances…gah! Its so so nice. Small, but just what I’m looking for. So basically, I need to find a sublet this week or its not gonna happen Plz send me your good vibes! I so badly need to get outta this house! The new condo is $350 dollars less per month than my house is, AND water is included…but also hydro and heat bills will be cut in half because its smaller. So this will save me soo much money.

K I’m rambling now…think the drugs are making me high strung lol. But just wanted to check in and update you guys and let you know I’m feeling. I don’t have any swelling right now, and only a bit of bruising, so MAYBE tomorrow, if I can get myself feeling good, I’ll hop on cam for a lil while. See you guys soon hopefully!

Just checking in and updating! Last nite was hell…the T3′s I got didn’t work at all, and the bleeding went on most of the nite…so gross. I called the dentist to let her know that the T3′s weren’t helping with the pain and she said that she’d write me a prescription in the morning if the pain didn’t settle overnight. Since the one bottom tooth was so close to the bone and the root was curved in such a way that it made it difficult to extract, she said there might be some nerve damage which will cause me some pain for awhile. But last nite…ugh. I ended up taking too much tylenol 3, hoping it’d kick in and ended up like shaking from it all…I felt super cold so I ended up balled up on the floor in front of my fire place trying to warm up (Abbie by my side of course) and then I fell asleep for a bit and woke up because I turned in my sleep and hit my sore side of my face. Started bleeding again…so I just stayed up the rest of the night pretty much, just laying in bed. It was awful. My whole head felt heavy, felt like a migraine, was swollen…ugh.

I woke up this morning and went straight to the dentist- she gave me a script for percocets, and they are my miracle right now lol. My head feels light, no headache…my right side of my jaw where they extracted the one tooth is still a bit sore but its tolerable. I’m now sitting in bed, with all my girls and boys (Molson, Little Kitty, Bella and Abbie) and eating applesauce and watching The Shining. Been busy working on trying to find a sublet for my house too because yesterday before my appointment, I was apartment hunting (some of you may remember me mentioning it) and I found THE cutest little condo. Its available April first, which means if I want it, I have to get this house subletted asap and pack and move in two weeks lol. But this condo…its a third floor place, has two bedrooms and one bath…quite the downsize from what I’m used to here but I’m looking forward to something cozier. Its in an old building from the 50′s, but this condo is completely renovated so its super sexy inside..hardwood floors, fully renovated kitchen with granite counters, mosaic backsplash, all brand new appliances…gah! Its so so nice. Small, but just what I’m looking for. So basically, I need to find a sublet this week or its not gonna happen Plz send me your good vibes! I so badly need to get outta this house! The new condo is $350 dollars less per month than my house is, AND water is included…but also hydro and heat bills will be cut in half because its smaller. So this will save me soo much money.

K I’m rambling now…think the drugs are making me high strung lol. But just wanted to check in and update you guys and let you know I’m feeling. I don’t have any swelling right now, and only a bit of bruising, so MAYBE tomorrow, if I can get myself feeling good, I’ll hop on cam for a lil while. See you guys soon hopefully!

I just got home from my dentists appointment. I just gotta say that wisdom teeth are evil. Evil, unecessary teeth that shouldn’t even exist. Blah.

So today, I went in took a couple of my Ativan to keep me cool…they did help quite a bit. The first tooth they went to remove (lower ride side) gave them huge problems…apparantly it had grown with three roots that were hooked so it wasn’t coming out. A full hour later though, after chisselling it to break it down and pushing on it (by stretching my cheeks so far open they felt like they were fallin off lol) it finally came out. The last two teeth weren’t problematic…both came out so much easier. So I’m at home now, and its hurting pretty bad. The Local anesthesia is wearing off and my whole face and jaw is just swollen and throbbing. Killing me! I’m waiting for the bleeding to stop so that I can take my T3 and get some relief…and so I can eat something because I am SO hungry.

Anyhoo, I’m gonna go…I’m pretty out of it and tired, but I’ll make sure to leave updates for you, here and on facebook. Hope you guys are doing well and aren’t missing me toooo much!! <3

I’m going to make this quick because its past 4am and my bed is calling to me but I just want to give my utmost and sincere thanks to those gentlemen in my room tonite who donated their tips to help me be able to book my BSB cruise. You will never know just how much it means to me and I cannot thank you enough. This week is a hard one for me for a few reasons…getting my wisdom teeth taken out, being out of commission and not able to cam, having to pay for the surgery which is expensive and I can’t even really afford it, but also knowing that the trip of my dreams is up for grabs and not being able to make it happen. But you guys give me hope that it WILL happen and I am so so grateful for your love and support. Not many guys like the BSB, but you tipped regardless because you knew that the trip would make me happy, and that is the sweetest thing ever. I love you guys to death- thank you.

Oowwwwwwie Omg I am so happy that I’ll be getting my wisdom teeth taken out on Tuesday – tonite is a bad nite. The left side of my face is throbbing, it sooo needs to get taken care of. Only a few more days!!! I was given some mild codiene for the time being and its helping a bit thankfully but o.m.g. Tuesday can’t come fast enough. I’m stocking up on jello, soup, pudding and icecream this weekend so that I have lotsa soft stuff to eat. And I might rent some movies to keep me from going insanely bored while I’m relaxing afterwards…I’m gonna rent 2012 (I heard it sucked but I’m always up for a disaster movie lol) and The Girlfriend Experience with Sasha Grey…looks pretty ok. Any other recommendations??

Anyhoo I just thought I’d come online and post because I don’t think I feel up for being on cam tonite. My mouth is killing me…boo. Hope to see you boys tomorrow <3

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I.am.shitting.my.pants.

I HAVE to go. If I don’t, then…well life is just not going to be as sunny!!!! This is my chance to catch herpes from Nick Carter!!! Well, not really. Because I’m gonna make him double wrap it…question: does poking a hole in the condom still make STD’s transmittable? Hrmm.

Anyways, HOLY CRAP!!! Guys, I hate to have to ask, but I really really need help BECAUSE- tickets go on sale in TWO weeks and will obviously sell out super fast. Pre-sale for fanclub members is on March 15th…thank god I’m a fanclub member, otherwise I’d have to wait until March 22nd and who knows if anything would be left by then. But that means I only have two weeks to make like…well, more than I can usually make. There aren’t any prices up yet but I’m going to guess that a four day cruise with BSB would run anywhere from $500-$1000 right? But anyways, thats alot of moolah and I have to go

SO- anyone who tips (on MFC):

250 tokens- you get a pic set
500 tokens- you get a video
1000 tokens- you get pic set AND video AND you get to make requests in them!
1000+ tokens- you get all of the above, plus your choice of either panties sent to you, or an autographed 8×10 of me.

Please please please…I know its asking too much, but I really need help to make this dream of mine happen. I will spoil those who love on me sooooo bad. If there’s anything anyone else wants – please let me know. We can def work something out (but NO I will not suck any weeners for tips lol)

In other news- how AWSOME was last nites game??? And closing ceremonies? Although I gotta say, I’m pretty annoyed at all of the beavers/canoes/mounties/leaves etc that went on in the closing ceremonies. I mean think about it….we were FINALLY starting to be seen as something more important as a country…the stereotypes were finally starting to dissolve now that the world has got a glimpse of what Canada is all about – and then whoever thought up that douche-tastic performance effed it all up. We probably look like a bunch of crazies! People probably think that we all have pet mooses now lol. Boooo. But Michael Buble was great…NickleCrap and Avril not so much. Ah well. But yeah, I ended up going downtown to watch the closing ceremonies at a local bar- had a great time!!!! I’m making a seafood chowder for dinner, smells awsome, and will be on cam tonite! See you then!!!